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Danielle Inri Sevilla Gayosa
Born: October 27, 1967
Died: April 27, 2009
R.I.P.

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Last April 27, my dad woke me up. He said that we would be going to our province. I looked at him asking him why but in my mind I think I already know why and then he said that.. "Wala na si Tito Nonoy mo."

So yeah we went to the province. When we arrived, we went straight to the wake in Rolling Hills in Bacolod. My mother hurried to the room where the wake is. Me? I was afraid of going inside. I tried to stop my tears from falling because my little cheerful cousins (including the daughter of my tito) were already with us while we were going up. My mom cried already when she first saw my lola. They hugged. Then she continued to the casket where my tito is. My tita was already there, crying. My mother cried hard. We were all there.

I saw him. I saw my tito. He was so thin.
Seeing him was the easy part but having flash backs of memories with him was the hard part.

We arrived there at Tuesday
...and then Sunday came.
It was the burial day.

Ang ganda nung burol.
May Eulogy. Ang ganda nung sinabi nung Superior, Bestfriend, Sister at nung Wife niya.
May Flower Shower yung Helicopter.
May 21 shots pa.
Ang ganda kaso burol eh. HAY.

My cousin, Danri ( a young 4 year old boy and the son of my tito) still doesn't understand what's happening. During the ceremony he was still very "makulit". Sobra. But there was a time when my tita gay and danri were talking at the burial:
Tita Gay: (she was sobbing and hugging Danri) Let's go na.
Danri: papabayaan na natin si tatay?
....
Then tita gay started crying again. :'(

HAY.